{"id":18419,"date":"2025-03-27T17:27:26","date_gmt":"2025-03-27T16:27:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/redheadwithabrain.ch\/?p=18419"},"modified":"2025-03-27T17:39:27","modified_gmt":"2025-03-27T16:39:27","slug":"jours-sans-faim-delphine-de-vigan-2001","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/redheadwithabrain.ch\/index.php\/2025\/03\/27\/jours-sans-faim-delphine-de-vigan-2001\/","title":{"rendered":"Jours sans faim &#8211; Delphine de Vigan (2001)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Laure est hospitalis\u00e9e \u00e0 trente-six kilos&#8230; pour un m\u00e8tre septante-cinq&#8230; &#8220;son plus beau rapport poids\/taille&#8221;. Sans soin, c&#8217;est la mort garantie. Alors, elle accepte, de manger, de brancher la sonde, de ne pas trop bouger. Mais c&#8217;est dur. Comment revenir de l\u00e0-bas, de cette sensation de contr\u00f4le de son corps qu&#8217;on peut modeler, de cette sensation de toute-puissance sur sa volont\u00e9, de ce d\u00e9sir de devenir transparent ? Accepter de prendre des kilos, de voir le gras qui s&#8217;accumule et les jeans qui serrent. Cette fiction autobiographique est un tr\u00e8s beau texte autour de l&#8217;anorexie, tr\u00e8s juste, tr\u00e8s touchant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>&#8220;Chaque matin, Laure se bat encore contre la tentation du ventre vide, du ventre mort. Chaque matin, entre le thermom\u00e8tre qu\u2019on apporte \u00e0 7 heures et le petit d\u00e9jeuner qui se fait attendre, elle savoure ce petit vide qui lui rappelle l\u2019ivresse du je\u00fbne. Chaque matin devant le th\u00e9 au lait et les tartines, elle doit renoncer \u00e0 ce petit gouffre qui l\u2019appelle. Renoncer, chaque jour. Au corps essentiel, r\u00e9duit \u00e0 son essence m\u00eame, \u00e9vanescent. Elle r\u00eave de \u00e7a, monter et descendre des escaliers, marcher, marcher encore, au d\u00e9tour d\u2019une rue, s\u2019envoler peut-\u00eatre, vivre sans manger, se consumer de l\u2019int\u00e9rieur, boire des litres de caf\u00e9 et de vinaigre pour tout br\u00fbler. Tout anesth\u00e9sier. Il faut renoncer, oublier. Se noyer dans les suppl\u00e9ments du matin.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Laure est hospitalis\u00e9e \u00e0 trente-six kilos&#8230; pour un m\u00e8tre septante-cinq&#8230; &#8220;son plus beau rapport poids\/taille&#8221;. Sans soin, c&#8217;est la mort garantie. Alors, elle accepte, de manger, de brancher la sonde, de ne pas trop bouger. Mais c&#8217;est dur. Comment revenir de l\u00e0-bas, de cette sensation de contr\u00f4le de son corps qu&#8217;on peut modeler, de cette [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":18420,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[270,277,276],"tags":[56,92,208],"class_list":["post-18419","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-books-2025","category-challenge-riquiqui-2025","category-challenge-solidaire-2025","tag-death","tag-hope","tag-illness"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/redheadwithabrain.ch\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/getty-images-4yYhFeYY_8M-unsplash-scaled.jpg?fit=2560%2C1861&ssl=1","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/redheadwithabrain.ch\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18419","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/redheadwithabrain.ch\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/redheadwithabrain.ch\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/redheadwithabrain.ch\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/redheadwithabrain.ch\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18419"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/redheadwithabrain.ch\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18419\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18440,"href":"https:\/\/redheadwithabrain.ch\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18419\/revisions\/18440"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/redheadwithabrain.ch\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/18420"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/redheadwithabrain.ch\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18419"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/redheadwithabrain.ch\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18419"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/redheadwithabrain.ch\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18419"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}