Un livre d\u00e9j\u00e0 lu, il y a longtemps. Par une moi au d\u00e9but de sa vie sentimentale, amoureuse, \u00e9motionnelle. Un livre qui refl\u00e9tait ce que je vivais peut-\u00eatre. Quelques d\u00e9cennies plus tard, pas le m\u00eame regard. Ce que j’avais trouv\u00e9 sensuelle \u00e0 l’\u00e9poque me semble \u00eatre aujourd’hui une forme d’abus malgr\u00e9 l’amour que l’amant dit porter \u00e0 cette jeune fille. Un livre qui me laisse n\u00e9anmoins une sensation de grande douceur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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